That I play with my collarbones all the time, tapping them and feeling them.
That the bones in my face stick out more and more the less and less I consume.
That my waist starts feeling smaller.
That friends who haven’t seen me for a while say how skinny I am now.
And that’s without dedication since March… just think of what will happen now.
30 days until Halloween and for the first time in years I’m dressing up- the back will be open on the back of my costume. I will be plastered. I want to look hot. I want guys to look at me.
I will do this this time.
